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[Oct. 16th, 2005|12:17 pm] |
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there's nothing like waking up to the sound of your parents' voice...... yelling at each other. grrr.. i wanna go back to sleep.
anywho.. hello everyone. i look at this thing and read everyone's journal... but i never write anything on here anymore. *sigh*
i miss everyone.
everyone should respond and tell me how theyre doing and what they've been up to.
por favor. |
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[Aug. 16th, 2005|10:03 pm] |
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I'm not really close to my mom. Actually, I'm not close to her at all. I mean, yes she does her obligation as a mother; she provided me with a home, she's paying for my school tuition, and she takes care of all my financial necessities. However, I just can't get myself to tell her anything from my personal life. It's so hard for me to share with her my problems and anything of that matter. There came one point in my life where I didn't want to live with her anymore and I didn't want anything to do with her. We just didn't get along and she put me down so many times. For that, I truly felt like I hated her. I was young and way too sensitive, but I'm different now. (for the most part anyway.)
I don't really recall when this happened to me, but I way laying down one day and I was just thinking about the struggle my mom goes through. That woman has 3 jobs. She sleeps about 3 or 4 hours a day. Her career seems to take over her because when she comes home, I usually get bitched at for little things like not cleaning the house, etc. (that's how our little fights would start by the way.) Anyways, I didn't really give her a hard time and I always did my best to make sure things go her way, as I still do now. I learned to understand that she's just tired and stressed out, so I didn't give her shit about bitching at me. I still hated her for that though.
But then I realized... even though my mom isn't the approachable, caring type, she's still MY MOM. She's struggling day and night just to keep my family afloat and secure. She could easily take the easy way out and say, "Screw it, I give up on my family. I'm too tired to work." But no... she still decides to wake up every morning, knowing that she's going to go through the same tiring routine. For that, I respect her so much, and I actually look up to her in that sense.
I know deep down inside I do love my mom. Who knows, maybe things will be better between the both of us in the long run. But what I do know is, once I'm done with school and onto my career, I will domy God given best to make sure she never has to work a day in her life. I owe her THAT much.
I think I'd be lost without my mom. =/ |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 5th, 2005|09:10 am] |
i can't express how much i love this song. this is like the 2nd time i've posted it on here!
"New American Classic"
Taking Back Sunday
"We've got to get better," I said, "It's all in your head."
We could live through these letters or forget it all together
See the months they don't matter it's the days I can't take
When the hours move to minutes and I'm seconds away
Just ask the question come untie the knot
Say you won't care, say you won't care
Retrace the steps as if we forgot
Say you won't care, say you won't care
Try to avoid it but there's not a doubt
And there's one thing I can do nothing about
When all that we need is just a reaction
It's too much to ask for when there's no attraction anymore
If chasing our dreams is just a distraction
I want to remember when I know that I can't go back
Just ask the question come untie the knot
Say you won't care, say you won't care
Retrace the steps as if we forgot
Say you won't care, say you won't care
Try to avoid it (try to avoid it) but there's not a doubt
There's one thing I can do nothing
There's one thing I can do nothing
There's one thing I can do nothing about.
Just ask the question (just ask the question) come untie the knot
Say you won't care, say you won't care
Retrace the steps (retrace the steps) as if we forgot
Say you won't care, say you won't care
Try to avoid it (try to avoid it) but there's not a doubt
And there's one thing I can do nothing
There's one thing I can do nothing
There's one thing I can do nothing about. |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 26th, 2005|09:22 am] |
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Always been told that I've got too much pride. Too independant to have you by my side. But my heart said all of you will see. Just won't live for someone until he'll live for me. Never thought I would find love so sweet. Never thought I would meet someone like you. Well now I've found you and I'll tell you no lie. This love I've got for you. Could take me around the world. Now show me love. Show me life. Show me what it's all about. You're the one that I ever needed. Show me love and what it's all about, alright. Don't waste this love I wanna give it to you. Tell me what you got, show me what you can do
Show me love, show me everything. I know you've got potential. So let me in and show me love. Show me life. Show me that it's all about. You're the only one that I ever needed. Show me love and what it's all about, alright. I'll give you my heart if you just give me love. Every day and every night |
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| (no subject) |
[Apr. 25th, 2005|01:02 am] |
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BASICS:
Name: KATIE
Age: 19
Status: SINGLE
ARE YOU..
1. the type of person who gets mad easily?
** IT TAKES A LOT TO GET ME MAD
2. shy / confident?
** A LITTLE BIT OF BOTH
3. contented wit' ur lyf?
** NOPE
4. a naturally happy person?
** YEP
5. afraid to get hurt?
** YEP
6. transparent or otherwise?
** HUH?
WHAT WILL YOU DO IF?..
1. ur friend betrayed u?
** I'D GET OVER IT... BUT IT DEPENDS ON WHAT THE SITUATION IS
2. ur bf/gf cheated on u?
** BYE BYE BYE
3. u found someone u love dating someone else?
** IF WE'RE NOT TOGETHER THEN THERE'S NO POINT OF DOING ANYTHING ABOUT IT
4. somebody likes u but u dont like him/her?
** DON'T LEAD THEM ON
5. somebody rejected u?
** HAHA I'M USED TO IT
6. a close friend admits he's/she's fallin in luv wit'u?
** DEPENDS IF I'M WITH SOMEBODY... BUT IM NOT SURE REALLY....
7. a long lost love came back but you're already committed?
** STAY WITH WHOEVER I'M WITH...
8. a former bf/gf whom u still love asks for a
reconciliation but you're already happily committed
wit' someone else?
** ISN'T THAT THE SAME QUESTION AS THE LAST ONE?
WILL YOU..
1. give another chance to someone u luv?
** DEPENDS ON HOW THINGS ENDED
2. trust somebody who has betrayed u?
** MAYBE... BUT IT WOULD BE HARD TO
3. marry someone u dont luv just for the sake of
companionship?
** WTF.. NO
4. take the risk to give up everything for someone
u really love?
** DEPENDS.... SOMETIMES LOVE CAN'T OVERCOME CERTAIN CIRCUMSTANCES
5. let the chance pass to be wit' the person u truly
luv jz bec ur committed to someone ur not even
sure u rili wanna grow up with?
** THAT'S HARD..........
6. spy on ur bf/gf?
** HAHA NO... STALKER
DO YOU..
1. believe in second chances?
**YEAH
2. believe in soulmates?
** YEAH
3. find it hard to trust a person?
** YEAH
4. always say what you feel?
** YEAH
5. forgive easily?
** SOMETIMES
6. love someone secretly right now?
** NO
A COUPLE OF THINGS..
1. compact description about u:
** MY NAME IS KATIE.
2. bad things abt u:
** I LIKE MONEY
3. nice things abt u:
** I GET ALONG WITH EVERYONE
4. good friends u have:
** THEY KNOW WHO THEY ARE....
5. people cant forget u b'cuz:
** CUZ I'M KATIE
6. any lucky charm u believe u have?
** NOPE
7. ur most striking features:
** EVERY DAMN THING! LOL JK... I DUNNO...???
8. traits u always look for in a potential bf/gf:
** I HAVE TO BE ABLE TO TELL HIM ANYTHING... SWEET... LIKES THE SIMPLE THINGS IN LIFE... SOMEONE WHO'LL DRIVE TO MY HOUSE JUST TO GIVE ME A HUG AND A KISS AND WANTS TO SEE ME EVEN FOR A MINUTE... SOMEONE WHO'LL DO THINGS THEY DONT LIKE JUST TO MAKE ME HAPPY...SOMEONE WHOS WILLING TO SACRIFICE AS MUCH AS I AM WILLING TO... WHO ISNT SO CYNICAL AND INTO HIMSELF... SOMEONE WHO UNDERSTANDS HOW MUCH ATTENTION A GIRL NEEDS AND WHO ACTUALLY GIVES ATTENTION....WOW, I'M ASKING FOR TOO MUCH AREN'T I? |
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| show ME life |
[Apr. 21st, 2005|05:47 am] |
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| | robyn- show me love | ] |
Just act like today never happened, and someday you'll know why I wasn't meant for you. I tell it like it is, and you tell them how it might be. I dare you to lift yourself off the floor and act like the person who I met so long ago, the person who didn't mind sacrificing. We overuse things and take them for granted, allowing things that matter lose it's value. How did we let the perfect night turn into day? When two strangers meet, they walk away, go on with their lives and they do just fine. But what I want, I want everything to be extraordinary. |
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| i dunno... |
[Mar. 28th, 2005|05:11 am] |
Jeez.... I majorly screwed up in school for my Winter Quarter session.
I went from a 3.8 to a 2.5!!! I have a 2.5!!!
I feel like crap. I need to get my priorities straight. I don't know what's been up with me lately. I've been so irrisponsible and careless. That's so not like me. I'm usually a nervous wreck... expecially when it comes to school. I used to care about my grades majorly! Now i'm just like... eh. I didn't study ONCE for my of my finals.
I start my first day of Spring Quarter... so this is a time for me to redeem myself. I need to get my gpa up again... cuz i really don't want to be in Academic Probation.
And... i'm 19!! woohoo... it doesn't feel any different... but.. still... i'm a year older.=D |
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[Mar. 28th, 2005|05:10 am] |
Title : Everytime
Artist : Tatyana Ali
Album : Kiss The Sky
Was I awake, or was it just a dream?
I opened up my eyes, and you weren't with me.
And now you've said that you're leaving but you'll be home soon.
It's never easy bein' away from you.
One thought, boy, I'm all choked up.
There's something about you, I could never ever get enough.
It's the way that you move.
It's the smile on your face.
Breaks my heart in two everytime you go away.
I always said I'd never cry over you.
But it's hard to hold back tears when your fears come true.
I'm sittin' here lonely just a-missin' you.
Baby, come home...
Refrain:
Everytime you go away, my heart goes with you.
Everytime you go away, my heart's torn in two.
Is there something I can say?
Won't you change the plan to make?
'Cuz my heart can't stand the pain.
Everytime, everytime you go away.
Last night, I was sittin' up in my room.
I knew I should be sleeping, but instead I was thinking about you.
I can still hear your voice callin' out my name.
I just closed my eyes, and you're lying here next to me.
I always said I'd never cry over you.
But it's hard to hold back tears when your fears come true.
I'm sittin' here lonely just a-missin' you.
Baby, come home...
Refrain x 2.
Why do you want to make cry?
Why do I feel such pain inside?
I need to know.
I always said I'd never cry over you.
But it's hard to hold back tears when your fears come true.
I'm sitting here lonely, and I'm missin' you!
Come home!
Refrain x 2.
Come home, baby.
Missin' you when you go away.
Everytime you go away, I can't stand the pain.
I can't stand it.
I know, I know.
All them days will be perfect.
Someone stand the pain!
Refrain x 2. |
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| song #1 |
[Mar. 28th, 2005|05:08 am] |
Title : Through Life Alone
Artist : Tatyana Ali
Album : Kiss The Sky
You said a little time is all you need.
You told me that you're still young and there's so much more you wanna see.
You said you wanted to be alone to get into yourself.
So I'm just supposed to let you go.
And pretend my heart don't hurt like hell.
Boy, it hurts me.
That you wanna be free.
Baby, if there's nothing I can't say
That'll make you want to stay with me.
Refrain:
Can you please answer this before you go?
How am I supposed to go through life alone?
Where am I to run for love if you're no longer home?
How can I continue going through life alone?
Boy I thought that you were my best friend.
You used to promise me your fidelity would never end.
Now you say you need your space to grow.
You wanna give back my heart but I give my love to only you.
I don't want to make a brand new start.
You were all my mine for all this time.
But baby if there's nothing I can't do that'll make you want to change your mind...
Refrain.
You're so special to me.
The thought of you leaving is killing me.
Please, tell me what do I do now?
'Cuz livin' without your love, I don't know how.
I don't...
Refrain x 2 |
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A little reassurance:::A Step Of Letting Go |
[Mar. 25th, 2005|03:22 am] |
ok so whatever i write on here, is also on myspace... so if i'm being redundant... well, frankly, i dont give a shit. anyways............................
3/25/05 2:17am
wow, i believe this is the first time i didn't get all fucked up about things after conversating with a certain someone...
::katie... i don't want to bring you down everytime you think about me... i want you to smile everytime you think of me... of US!! what we had was real and i wouldnt change it for anything else, even with how the way things turned out. maybe it's best this way... we both have done some shit to urt each other, but i loved you anyways.... and i still do,even if we're not in love with each other anymore. so when you think about me..or us... i want you to think of all the good things we did togehter and for eahcother, cuz thats what i do and it helps me look at things the positive way. smile becuase you know you'll always have a special place in my heart that cant be replaced... and i hope that goes for me too. the only thing i can apologize for is for not keeping the promises i made. i know i promised you the world and that we would be tgether forever... i wish things turned out that way, but they didnt... maybe things will be different in the future we'll nevr know... please dont let the thought of me stop you from something good. you need to be free okay...wow this was long and emotional haha... but ya i jsut want you to know that::
hmm i guess this is another way of looking at things. thank you for everything!
-i'm trying-
Ain't this someshit for yo' ass? |
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| im coughing |
[Mar. 16th, 2005|09:24 pm] |
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i was driving on Colorado Blvd. in Glendale with Suzy's little sister... and we had the music blasting. I was signing to "O" by Omarion. These two white guys pulled up... and look at me. So I waved at them and said hi. I kept on singing cuz i love that damn song. Then the two guys were like "Are you singing to us?" and i'm like "Dude, of course!" haha. I pressed on the gas, hoping to move away from their direction, but the damn red light!! they rolled down their windows again.. and one of them said "you're very pretty"... and i'm like "hey thanks, you're pretty too!" haha... that was just weird. |
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| still alive |
[Feb. 19th, 2005|03:17 am] |
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| | The Verve- Bittersweet Symphony | ] |
I've already posted this on myspace... but hell... why not put it here. I don't want to make this site useless.
There's so many things I want in life.
I want to wake up, knowing that I'm going to see someone special or at least that someone special is thinking of me. I want to be everything to someone. I've been burdened with a shattered heart every certain number of months, and it has got to stop. There HAS to be some kind of solution!!! Right??? God needs to help me cease all the negativity, and I shall continue to pray that He will walk by my side hand in hand.
I never know what to do.
Unfortunately, I lack the power to make the right decisions, though I try. God knows I try so hard. How do I know what's good for me? How do I know what's right for me? When do I say yes and when do I say no? I just want eerything to be good, and sometimes I make poor decisions in hopes that things will be good. It's like a way far fetched wish in hopes to set the world (or at least those whom I have relations with) in sublime.
I am so scared.
I'm at that point where I am starting to give up and care little about everything. The addition of bad things that have come and gone are fully responsible, and I may be holding grudges on some things. Heartbreaks, family problems, or just plain old drama are some things that I used for my source of being a strong person. Nowadays, they are just my reasons to be angry with God and everyone whom I love and care about. I've noticed that I've dug myself into a deep whole of pity (for myself), and the feeling where I'm stuck and there's not a deed I can do to make things better for me.
I don't want to feel lost.
I thought I got over that phase. It's not only slowly coming back, but it's hitting me about 10 times worse. I wake up not knowing what to live for anymore! I used to have plenty of reasons why. I don't know if I'm blowing things out of proportion, but I think that's the path that leads to being cold-hearted and numb. A path that I never want to take.
I'm praying that things get better.
I want to continue to believe. I don't want to be a person who has trust issues or commitment issues. I love people and being around them. I think I need some goodness to come along... and quick. |
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| i want to know where my life is goin |
[Feb. 7th, 2005|05:37 pm] |
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| | Ronan Keating- If I Don't Tell You Now | ] |
i'm goin to school and i'm takin courses to become a
nurse because my mom wants me to become a damn nurse.
i don't want to be a nurse! i just realized today that
i'm workin my ass off to become somethin that i don't
even want and somethin that won't make me happy. i'm
not just wasting time, but i'm also wasting money. i'm
practically goin to school for nothin and it sucks. it's
like i never have a say in anythin with my damn mom.
fuck, i'm wasting my time... seriouly. |
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| (no subject) |
[Jan. 22nd, 2005|01:03 am] |
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| | coldplay- warning sign | ] |
my life is so weird right now.
school is fucking killing me, kind of.
guys are retarded.
i haven't been feeling like myself lately.
i can't seem to figure out what's wrong with me.
my parents suck.
i need money.
......... maybe i'm just blabbing a bunch of crap right now. i'm a little drunk. |
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| oh man |
[Jan. 12th, 2005|10:53 am] |
damn i hate it when there's so much goin on in your head and when you have so much to write about. then, when you finally decide to write something, the only thing you can write about is how much you have nothing to write about. lol.
i'm hungry. |
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| my head itches... |
[Jan. 3rd, 2005|11:29 pm] |
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| | The Killers- Mr. Brightside | ] |
I was BEYOND bored last night and I decided to look through all of my photo albums. As I looked at the pictures, of course old memories played in my head. I came across this one photo album where half of the pictures were of me and this one boy I loved. Actually, he was the first boy I loved, and he was the first boy to tell me he loved me. As I flipped the pages, I started to cry just remembering how loved I felt by him and how happy he made me. I realized I've never been so happy with anyone else, and I never got THAT feeling he gave me from anyone else. I wasn't crying because I still want him (at least I don't think so.) I cried at the fact that he was my FIRST love and he made me so happy. Also because it's so crazy how he and I don't even talk anymore. I cried because I wanted my first love to be my last love. Because wonderful promises and plans were BROKEN after we went our separate ways. He said that we'd still be friends and keep in touch, but I guess certain circumstances CAN overcome those promises. I also cried because I remembered how hurt I was and how long it took me to be happy again.
Damn, I wish I hadn't opened that photo album...
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My Schedule for the Winter Quarter
Monday- Sociology 12:40pm-2:20pm
Tuesday- English 11:40am-1:20pm
Nursing 1:30pm-3:10pm
Math 4:20pm-6:00pm
Psychology 6:10pm-7:50pm
Wednesday- Sociology 12:40pm-2:20pm
Thursday- English 11:40am-1:20pm
Math 4:20pm-6:00pm
Psychology 6:10pm-7:50pm
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I'm getting a job soon, so whatever days I'm not at school, or whatever hours I'm not at school, I'll probably be working. Woop di doo. I'll let you all know where I might be working at...
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Taking Back Sunday: New American Classic
"We've got to get better," I said, "It's all in your head."
We could live through these letters or forget it all together
See the months they don't matter it's the days I can't take
When the hours move to minutes and I'm seconds away
Just ask the question come untie the knot
Say you won't care Say you won't care
Retrace the steps as if we forgot
Say you won't care Say you won't care
Try to avoid it but there's not a doubt
And there's one thing I can do nothing about
When all that we need is just a reaction
It's too much to ask for when there's no attraction anymore
If chasing our dreams is just a distraction
I want to remember but I know that I can't go back
Just ask the question come untie the knot
Say you won't care Say you won't care
Retrace the steps as if we forgot
Say you won't care Say you won't care
Try to avoid it but there's not a doubt
There's one thing I can do nothing
There's one thing I can do nothing
There's one thing I can do nothing about.
Just ask the question come untie the knot
Say you won't care Say you won't care
Retrace the steps as if we forgot
Say you won't care Say you won't care
Try to avoid it (try to avoid it) but there's not a doubt
And there's one thing I can do nothing
There's one thing I can do nothing
There's one thing I can do nothing about
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CINGULAR sucks ass! they freekin charge for everything. Ugh! I don't understand them. I get my bill for this month and it's $105.00!!! And I looked at the records to se if I went over my minutes... and i only used 200 out of 400... AND i didn't go over my 250 limit texting. I used 198/250. They're so stupid! I even had extra roll over minutes from LAST month! AHHHHHHHHHH |
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| I want to be in Heaven... |
[Dec. 11th, 2004|09:53 pm] |
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| [ | music |
| | dogs barking | ] |
i'm at las vegas right now. actually, i've been here since thursday night. i drove here by myself, and it took be about 3 1/2 hours. not bad. before i left, my brother wanted me to wait for him, but i decided not to because i was aleady about to leave. and besides, i made plans to have breakfast with suzy. my retarded brother got all PMS on me, and started yelling. i already asked him the night before if he wanted to go with me, but he said he's going to wait until monday to come here. whatever. so, his last words to me right before i left was: "I hope you get into a car accident, you bitch." Yeah, isn't he just the sweetst, most caring brother in the world?
Anyways, it's been pretty relaxing over here. I'm probably gonna go back to L.A. on the 16th or 17th or 18th. We'll see how i feel. I enjoy being a bum here. |
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| I'm alive, I guess. |
[Nov. 28th, 2004|04:08 am] |
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| |  curious | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Tim McGraw- Live Like You Were Dying | ] |
I can now honestly say that I haven't written on my Live Journal is soooooo long. I guess I got caught up on My Space. Geez. That thing is so addicting. Anywho, I guess a lot and a little has happened lately.
School has been okay, I guess. I hate the quarter system. They just give you a crap load of work and they make it due all at once. It's kind of annoying. I hate Cal State LA though. I just don't want to make friends with anybody. I mean, yeah I talk to people, but it's not the same. I haven't found people who I actually want to go out with. I just hang out with them at school, or we work on our homework together.
It's okay though because all my best friends were here this week. It was awesome. On wednesday, Derrick and Johana came back from San Francisco. Suzy and I picked up Derrick and we went to Johana's house and ate dinner there. After dinner, Steph and David came over and we all just hung out and talked about school. (I know, we're lame like that.) At around 11:30pm, we left Johana's place and we went to visit Steph Rios and Josh at CSUN. It was a lot of fun hanging out at her dorm. We left there around 2:30am.
On Thursday, it was Thanksgiving Day obviously. I spent the day with my family. Then at around 10:00pm, Steph and Derrick came over. We left my house like at 10:30pm and decided to go driving around Hollywood/Beverly Hills/Bel Air. Then, I called Tara at about 1:30am and told her that we were gonna pass by her house on the way home so she could see Derrick. We just stayed outside in the middle of the street talking for like 20 minues. Fun stuff.
Friday, I went out with my friend David to the Northridge Mall. We went to my cousins' house first because I wanted to hang out with them since I haven't seen them in so long. They decided to go to the mall with us. We were there for like 20 minutes, it was kind of boring I guess. I went to Pet Love and looked at all the adorable little puppies. I love them! After that, we went back to my cousins' house. They decided to go to a party, but I really didn't want to go. So David decided to take me to dinner at BJ's Pizza. But before we went to BJ's, we went to his friend's house in San Gabriel where I met his other friends. His friend Sean went to dinner with us. After dinner, David took me back to his house and he let me borrow DVD's. I got home at around 10:30pm. My dad was surprised to see me home that early I think.
Saturday (today), I woke up at around 12pm because I stayed up until 4am talking to Tara. At around 12:30pm I went to my friend Nydia's house in Pico River to work on our group speech presentation. I left there at around 3:15pm. After I got home, I cleaned my room because some people were coming over for Tara's little surprise birthday party. Then we all walked over to Tara's house where we planned out on how to surprise her. The plan worked. The look on her face was priceless. It was great. At around 7:30pm, I picked up my cousin at Pasadena to come. And like 15 minutes after that, Tara and I called Derrick and he told me to pick him up in San Gabriel. So I did. We left Tara's house at around 11:30pm and we picked up Steph Farrell and then we went to The Equator in Pasadena. My cousin Christy, Derrick, Steph, and I spend about an hour and a half there talking about problems and just everything. It was kind of sad. Derrick didn't even pay for his drink. I guess the cashier thought he already paid. That luck ass got away with it. Typical Mexican. After we went to the Equator, we decided to cruise around Beverly Hills again. We didn't stay there very long. I got hungry so Derrick bought me Jack In The Box. I didn't even know Jack In The Box was open at 1:30. Pretty cool. After that, I let Derrick drive my car because I wanted to eat. He just kept on driving and decided to take us to Santa Monica. Then, Santa Monica eventually led us to Malibu. We went up this crazy, long, long, long, long dark road, which eventually led to the mountains. It was kind of scary. We went back down and we kept driving until we ended up my Pepperdine University. It was 3:00am, so I decided that we should go home. So Derrick drove all the way back to his house. Then I took everyone home after that.
I'd say tonight/day was pretty fun. I don't know why I get a kick out of drivig far. I guess I just like being around a different area. I hate Los Angeles. I need to get away.
Other than all that... life has been so~so. Ups and downs here and there, but that's normal, I guess. Things are just a little different now. I wish I can figure out in what way, but it's hard to explain. I still think it would be better if I lived away from home. And, I miss Jeff. =( |
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[Oct. 23rd, 2004|06:34 pm] |
WOW WOW WOW... GUESS WHO'S BACK AND FINALLY WRITING ON THIS BITCH. ME!!! HAHA. EH I DON;T CARE ABOUT LIVE JOURNAL TOO MUCH ANYMORE. I GUESS WWW.MYSPACE.COM IS LIKE THE NEW TREND NOW? ANYWAYS... YEA... I'VE JUST BEEN SCHOOL-ING IT, WORKING IT, AND SLEEPING IT. HAHA. YUP.
ANYWAYS, YESTERDAY WAS EAGLE ROCK'S HOMECOMING GAME, AND OF COURSE, THEY LOST. TOO BAD. I SAW JEREMY! AWW HE'S ALL SKINNY AND HE DRESSES ALL FRIGGIN SEXY NOW. HAHA. IT WAS GREAT SEEING HIM AGAIN.
AFTER THE GAME... RICKIE AND I WALKED BACK TO MY CAR AND WE GOT ATTACKED MY THESE DAMN HUGE DOGS. WELL, NOT ATTACKED, BUT WE GOT BARKED AT. THOSE TWO SHITS WERE LIKE 2 INCHES FROM BITING ME. IT WAS SCARY. AND STUPID RICKIE GRABBED ME AND PUT ME INFRONT OF HIM TO USE ME FOR PROTECTION. OMG I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT SHIT. IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOO FUNNY THOUGH... CUZ I WAS TRYING TO MOVE AND GET AWAY, BUT HE JUST FRIGGIN LEFT ME THERE AND HELD ME TIGHT. OMG MAN... FUNNY SHIT. THAT WAS GREAT.
THEN... I WAS UP ALL NIGHT DOING FUCKING HOMEWORK.... O WELL. THATS ALL I GUESS.
TAKE IT EASY FOLKS. |
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[Oct. 8th, 2004|09:13 am] |
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Derrick- i agree hahahahaa
Ebenly- show me what you got girl. lol.
Sofie- you break my heart.... i'll break yours. jk babe.
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